Open Letter to Ewa Leimer

February 4th, 2023

Dear Readers;

Once again I have come under attack and this time I am compelled to write an open letter to the person who is responsible.

It is obvious to me that in having started the “GNM – Germanische Heilkunde Institute for Education and Research”, and by setting the standard of education in the English speaking world, I have posed a massive threat to everyone in the GNM community be it those that claim to teach it or call themselves consultants or practitioners, these people feel it is necessary to take me out of the equation. It is after all much easier than making the effort as I did to make sure that all the information that is taught is 100% from Dr. Hamer and updated.

The problem is that these attacks are from the inside of the community, not from any external entity. If this is allowed to continue, then the “powers that be” that want to see Dr. Hamer’s work destroyed will have their wish. Helmut Pilhar was also a victim of the members of this community and died of a massive heart infarct from the stress and pressure that was imposed on him. These attacks must stop. It goes against everything that Dr. Hamer wanted for his legacy.

January 31st, 2023.

To Ewa Leimer,

Your recent post “Therapist of the Germanische – dangerous deception” was just sent to me by someone who was concerned that you were in fact referring to me. Others over the course of the last few weeks have also mentioned that you have made derogatory remarks about “someone in Canada who doesn’t know what they are doing”.

First, we do not know each other other than having met for 5 minutes at Dr. Hamer’s first birthday celebration at his grave site in 2018, so how can you possibly know what I am doing or how I run my practice or how I teach?

Second you don’t know anything of my working relationship with Dr. Hamer.

Third you do not know what I teach or how I teach it and since when are YOU the authority?

I do have some suggestions for you and they are;

1. Before you make allegations about my teaching, please do your research and make sure they are correct.

2. Before you label me as a “Therapist of the Germanische” and say that this is a “dangerous deception” I suggest that you try to find anywhere on the internet where I qualify myself as such or that I say I had “official training” from Dr. Hamer which would imply that there ever was official training. Obviously someone has fed you that information.

It is clear to me that you have a personal agenda, and from the sound of your attack, this is not about preserving Dr. Hamer’s work, it is about your own lack of success and experience in teaching it. Your reference to having a degree in pedagogy speaks volumes about your insecurity around teaching this subject.

Before you make noise about my skills or lack thereof, there are things you should know that can be verified by Bona whom I got to know after Friedericke and Dr. Hamer parted. So in fact I knew Dr. Hamer before Bona knew him. You and I have never met so I know little about you with the exception that you feel an attack against me is somehow justified.

My working relationship with Geerd began in early 1999 when he came to Canada. I was introduced to Geerd by his then protege, Dr. Robert Guinee who had already been collaborating with Dr. Hamer since the late 1980’s. Dr. Guinee was my first teacher of the “New Medicine” and under his wing I already understood the foundations of the New Medicine 5 years before I met Dr. Hamer.

I hosted the event for Geerd and interpreted for him after his other interpreter Harald Baumann had to return to Switzerland. Subsequently I took some patients to Spain where I spent 10 days observing how Dr. Hamer worked with the patients that I brought to meet him. I continue to work in the same way that he demonstrated at those meetings.

As I proved myself to him he asked me to oversee the project of translating his thesis “Habilitations Verfahren updated to 1994” and the two volumes “Vermaechtnis Einer Neuen Medizin”. The English translation is impeccable, unlike any other translations that I have seen since then. In 2001, Dr. Hamer asked me to create the first English website which he personally paid for.

Since that time, I worked with all patients according to the 5 biological laws and learned from each person that I worked with.

From the beginning, because Dr. Guinee had already introduced me to the art of evaluating a CT, I would send Geerd the CTs from my patients, which I personally analyzed prior to sending them to him along with my report on what I saw. He only made the odd correction here and there and if there was something that I missed he would draw my attention to it.

My working relationship with Dr. Hamer took place between 2000 and early 2017 when he had the stroke that led to his passing. Bona will confirm that other than the time he was in prison, I had regular discussions about my patients with Dr. Hamer which also involved CTs.

Since I also work with all kinds of patients I have made many observations which I discussed with Dr. Hamer. He respected this BECAUSE I worked with patients and was not just regurgitating the 5 biological laws like others that pretend to have “trained” with him, like Caroline Markolin for example who only took 2 weeks of seminar with him and then plagiarized a great deal of his work and altered it. Perhaps you should be attacking her and not me?

In 2010 after 14 years of teaching, I created my online courses because traveling all over North America was too time consuming. Prior to doing so, I sent Geerd all the course material to review which he approved. He had a PDF of everything that I taught. I also sent him two DVDs of presentations about “Common Ailments” and the “Introduction to the German New Medicine” as it was called then, which he highly commended me on.

As a matter of fact Geerd accepted royalties from both my online courses AND the DVDs. Do you think that he would accept royalties for anything that represented the GNM that was substandard or inaccurate? I think not. Bona will confirm this.
Each year that I taught my courses, they were updated as Geerd made amendments and new discoveries.

My private discussions with him were integral to my understanding how to use these biological principles in practice.
It was in 2012, that I began to give workshops for my students that were interested in learning how to apply the GNM in practice, primarily for themselves because they felt unequipped to use it with patients. No theory was taught in its application. The student was the patient and I helped them to understand how to use the GNM the way Geerd taught me how to use it.

You see Ewa, the biggest problem the GNM world has today is that no one knows how to use it or how to apply it correctly according to the standard that Dr. Hamer set. This of course includes you and to discourage it defeats its entire purpose. I can guarantee you that 99% of anyone that knows something about the GNM does not have a clue how to use it or how to heal using it.

It’s all well and good to say “you’re in a healing phase, relax, ride out your symptoms” but this is why many people have died and then their family blames the “Germanische” because they were told or taught to “do nothing” by these so called teachers and practitioners of the GNM. Geerd knew this very well.

He always respected my observations perhaps because I also worked with patients.

Something else that you cannot possibly know is that in 2002, I entered into discussions with Geerd regarding a programming conflict preceding an actual physical response which both he and I could clearly see on a CT scan of the brain.

For example we both identified active phases in brain relays that should present cell augmentation and yet there was no cell augmentation or we could see an active phase of a functional disturbance and yet there was no functional disturbance. There were obvious signs of a constellation yet no sign of psychoses. When I asked him how that could be, he didn’t have an answer, but I can guarantee that he had made the observation that this phenomenon exists.

This is not to say the premise of the DHS is incorrect, but rather that we are already set up for a physical response or a response that leads us into a psychoses by a DHS prior to the actual physical or mental manifestation.

Since that time I always address a preceding DHS with the patient and each time we found it. I reported these findings to Geerd and he never once corrected me or disagreed.

Then in 2010 he verified in his book on Breast Cancer on page 205 that it was “not the first time that a patient went into a “territorial constellation” that they actually displayed the symptoms of psychosis, but in fact it was the second time” on the reawakening through a similar situation or a track.

Perhaps you missed that? I suggest that you look it up. It might help you to see things a little differently.

Then of course there are contradictions in his publications where in one chapter he cites his latest findings, amends what he originally believed, and then in another chapter of the same book, the old information is cited likely by the individual who was helping to put the book together without this being known to Geerd.

I am currently making note of all of these inconsistencies and will present them to Bona so that the mistakes are not constantly repeated. It is integral to Geerd’s work that the individual responsible for compiling his work also understands it to such an extent that they will “catch” the mistakes. This is after all the legacy that Dr. Hamer left us and it must be accurate. Don’t you agree?

If you have not seen this yourself and don’t pay attention to these details, you can be teaching incorrectly, and yet you have the gall to accuse me of it without EVER having taken any of my courses!

Ewa, it clear to me that you owe me an apology and you also owe an apology to your students and readers, some of which also know me. Since you have put your opinion of me on public display, I expect you to also publicly apologize.
The GNM world is still quite young, and you are not Dr. Hamer, nor do you know me or of my working relationship with him. How I work or what I teach which is 100% Germanische according to what Dr. Hamer taught me. To attack me is self serving and irresponsible.

All the degrees in pedagogy are worthless if your understanding of the subject is flawed.

That said, I have not seen everything that you teach but I have had some of our mutual students comment on what you have said on various topics. There is one big mistake that you are making and that is that you are missing the “human factor” especially where constellations are concerned. We are after all talking about human responses, we are not machines and to teach the Germanische in a very literal way is dangerous.

A couple of years prior to Geerd’s passing before we got into our phone conversation he said to me “Ilsedora, I’ve never told you this but it is time that I did, “Niemand versteht die Germanische besser als du” (translation: “no one understands the Germanische better than you”). He went on for a few minutes about why he had formed this opinion about me. I was literally rendered speechless because he rarely complimented or validated anyone.

What he said to me on that day has become a driving force in my endeavors to continue to forge ahead to teach his findings to the very best of my abilities and to make sure it is correct and understood within the proper context. Since Geerd passed, there is a “free for all” in the GNM world where anyone that took an hour’s lecture in the GNM has the permission to call themselves a “practitioner” by the lecturer and then begins to instruct others.

It is necessary to set a standard where the general public knows that the information they are getting is correct and within the proper context. This is the purpose of establishing the GNM – Germanische Heilkunde Institute for Education and Research to set a standard people can trust in the English speaking world.

I will cite something very simple so that you can understand where I’m coming from. You say in a female “sexual” conflict that this is a “sexual frustration” without considering the human female response in various situations that she can experience in the sexual realm. Granted, this is a term Geerd used in the beginning and unfortunately no one had the foresight to amend it as he gained more experience with women. Only someone like me with clinical experience can see that.
For example, a female that is molested at an early age does not experience it as a “frustration”. A female that is raped experiences it as a sexual aggression she does not experience it as a frustration. A female who is rejected by a lover experiences it as a sexual rejection, not a frustration. We can see in a CT how these things are experienced and what other tracks are laid at that moment.

Furthermore I can see by the language that you use in the female sexual conflict that what you are referring as a sexual frustration conflict is from a version of the German Scientific Chart that had not changed since the early 90’s. I sincerely hope that the new edition has made that amendment.

Might I suggest that you go beyond the limitations of what was written decades ago and try to understand how a prepubescent female child, or a woman in child bearing years experiences molestation or a rape.  It is never a frustration. It is always associated with a fear, disgust or anger, then of course there are the added elements of separation, self devaluation, revulsion and motor conflicts which will be evident in a CT.

Geerd’s work evolved constantly as he understood things more deeply, but it seems that you haven’t noticed the finer nuances that Geerd wrote about in subsequent publications outlining the kinds of sexual conflicts a female can experience from childhood through adulthood. For example in his booklet on Aids from 2010, he simply calls it a “sexual” conflict.

Pilhar wanted to teach the general public the biological principles, to remove the fear from serious health conditions. Of course he left the clinical side to Dr. Hamer. This is where you and the rest of the GNM community have your weakness. You have zero experience with patients, likely no understanding of anatomy and physiology and yet you expect people to understand how the Germanische relates to them and their health conditions. This approach was fine while we still had Geerd, but now that he is no longer with us, that very important aspect of his work is being ignored in the GNM community.

I also know that you forbid anyone to use the Germanische during the time that they study with you. I suspect that is to prevent your students from asking any questions that you do not know the answer to. This is also exactly what Markolin does.
Then there is the aspect of the CT reading course you offer. What is the purpose of that unless it is simply a curiosity?

You forbid its application and are not teaching anyone to be a clinician. Is there a point to all of this?

Do you in fact know how to go about a session with a patient? Do you have any clinical experience whatsoever? Do you understand the negative repercussions of various health conditions if there is no intervention in an emergency situation? Or do you suggest to “do nothing” and leave the patient to his imagination and “what if’?

This is where I have seen the most damage done in the GNM community and they are all saying the same thing. “Knowing the GNM will cure you. Just look at the chart, you are in a healing phase.” This is more dangerous than you can imagine, and this is where the biggest problem lies. With your approach you are perpetuating it.

If you are NOT someone with direct experience with patients using Dr. Hamer’s methodology and understand what goes on in the mind of a seriously ill patient, you will never teach it the way it was meant to be taught, it doesn’t matter if you have a degree in pedagogy or not.

I’m sure that you have read my blogs on other members of the the GNM community. They are the charlatans. Andi Locke Mears is for example doing the same thing you are doing by suggesting to students that if they watch the videos from Pilhar they can practice the GNM under the name of an “Educational Consultant” who teaches but doesn’t advise or help the patient to find the conflict. That’s what I call sheer nonsense and I’m sure Geerd would agree.
I can tell you right now this way of promoting the Germanische is a greater threat to its survival than traditional medicine ever was. Geerd was the finest clinician that ever lived. Without that aspect included in what is taught, his work will be forgotten within the next generation.

…and you still owe me a public apology. However if you do not apologize for what you posted within the next 24 hours, and inform your readers that you made an error in judgement and were misinformed, I will post this letter publicly both on my blog page and on social media. I have given you the opportunity to save yourself embarrassment of seeing this letter in the public domain.

Ilsedora Laker

Update: This letter was sent Ewa, via her associate. Bona Hamer was copied. I have not received a response or an apology.

Capitalizing on a Tragedy

October 26th 2022

It came to my attention this morning that I have come under attack from someone who started a “spinoff group” from the original Germanic New Medicine, the name which Dr. Hamer copyrighted to represent his work in English.

In the words of Andi Locke Mears I am guilty of “blending modalities” with the Germanic New Medicine”… whatever that means. I have never spoken to the woman nor has she ever taken any of my courses. So I have to wonder what that is all about. It’s clearly an attack against my GNM Institute for Education and Research

Why an attack?

This week she launched the Pilhar Academy or what is left of it, after Helmut Pilhar met an untimely death at the age of 57 after massive attacks from his own team of translators who locked him out of his own web site when he wanted to come to a legal agreement with his so called team to translate the videos he put together. For some reason his team thought they had the rights to his videos once they translated them.

The tragedy.

The tragedy in all of this is Helmut’s death. Although we will never know the depths of how the antics and betrayal of those horrible people affected him, but it seems clear to me that he fell victim to it and when he finally stood his ground, he made his videos available to everyone for free so that they could no longer capitalize from his work.

The noisiest perpetrator of this particular GHK group that translated for Helmut Pilhar was John Holledauer, a big mouth with shockingly poor translating abilities publicly attacked me in January of this year because he was Pilhar’s English translator. He literally said in one of his open letters “I’m here now, thank you for paving the way, but you can leave now.” Excuse me? He was forging his own path in the GNM English speaking community. He needed visibility. At that time he supported Melissa Sell who is the least knowledgeable in the GNM.

However in order for him to do that he had to get me out of the picture. Little did he know who he was dealing with and he backed off quickly when he realized he wasn’t dealing with some little fly by nighter like Melissa Sell who by the way he has now teamed up with. That in itself is very strange because she and Andi Locke Mears were a team until Pilhar entered the picture. More on that later.

Unfortunately Helmut’s heart was unable to withstand the healing phase of what he went through and he died of a massive myocardial infarct shortly thereafter. Needless to say prior to that Holledauer viciously went after him on a highly personal level and at a very low point in his attacks said Helmut had a “starvation conflict” because he mismanaged his finances, and that “his daughter was a disappointment” and then attacked his personal family life in an unconscionable way of attempted public humiliation. His public letters demonstrated his total disregard for the principles of the GNM.

My, oh my.

Can I ignore the fact that Mears has modeled the Pilhar Academy after the GNM Institute which was launched officially on May 10th of 2022? She must have been impressed because she even uses the word “practicum” which is part of the Certified Clinician training. I only just coined the phrase and voila, she copied it.

A few years ago I did a test and began to call the GNM practitioner a “GNM Consultant”. I wanted to see how long it would take for the wannabes to use it themselves and I can confirm that in a matter of a couple of weeks they began to use it as their own title.

More recently she has been handing out “practitioner’s diplomas” to anyone that takes a few hours of lecture with her. Some people have made videos on Youtube holding up their diplomas believing that they are now a practitioner of the GHK.

Well I must say that is fine with me because it is not the real GNM. By renaming the GNM to GHK, it distances them from Dr. Hamers work and possible liability even further. But I do wish they would stop referring to his work because it is a well known fact that what is taught is an adulterated version.

As most of you already know a few years prior to his passing Dr. Hamer changed the German name to “Germanische Heilkunde”. When Dr. Hamer and I discussed how to translate it into English, we realized that his new name was not something that can easily be translated to represent the true meaning behind “Heilkunde” the way he meant it to be in the spirit of his work.

Heilkunde directly translated simply means “medicine” so we decided to keep the Germanic New Medicine to represent his work in English. It seemed pointless to change it. However, not long after his passing this group sprang up and decided without addressing this with Dr. Hamer’s widow who was left in charge of his work and never asked her permission to change the name to “Germanic Healing Knowledge” or GHK. By doing so, they allude to the Germanic people having had this knowledge before Dr. Hamer discovered the “Iron Rule of Cancer” in 1981. Andi Locke Mears is quoted in public videos that “Heilkunde is a strung up word that Dr. Hamer put together”. It’s obvious to me that she doesn’t speak German or had ever tried to translate the word. But then this is the nature of her teaching, she makes things up as she goes along.

She does not have the ability to read German and has to rely on the existing rubbish that is out there in the GNM world to supply her with information.


Of course several of their GHK members infiltrated my private Facebook group, one even tried twice, and began to advertise themselves and what they were doing. At the same time they were gleaning the real and true information from me when I gave answers to some of my 3600 members. Of course when they became unruly they were quickly booted off! One “founding member” of this GHK group posted her video where she talked about respiratory issues and bragged that she had 6000 views and said “even though I made some big mistakes”, which are apparently forgivable as long as she got the attention. Wow.

In 2018 on my return flight from Erlangen where Dr. Hamer’s closest followers were invited to celebrate his birthday at his gravesite by his widow Bona, I wrote a blog called “The Blind Leading the Blind”. In that blog I already mentioned that Dr. Hamer’s work was in danger because all of a sudden “new players” sprang up professing to be experts in the GNM even though they had no training or knew Dr. Hamer personally.

The new player I was referring to then was “Dr.” Melissa Sell a chiropractor who was literally reading off Dr. Hamer’s chart when she made the videos. She’s learned more about marketing herself than she has learned about the GNM, just by creating visibility on Youtube.

More recently both Sell and Mears alluded to having known Dr. Hamer personally. They are both liars!

Eventually the unknowing public believe that these wannabes that lack substance and make stuff up as they go along, are experts without realizing that it’s all marketing. If they were experts, where did they get their GNM education? They never took courses from me, and unfortunately what is in the common domain is not enough to make someone an expert and much of it is absolutely incorrect. These people have also managed to dupe some big names in the alternative field using this approach but offer nothing remotely close to what Dr. Hamer discovered or how to even use his work correctly. If they are so successful how do they have the time to market themselves?

Ah, I just realized they have the time because they don’t spend it on studying the real GNM, but that’s OK they teach it and are now encouraging others to teach it. This is a perfect example of diluting the true GNM and by doing so they all fall right into the hands of Dr. Hamer’s enemies who would like to see his work destroyed.

This brings me to the most outrageous part, the fees an individual has to pay to get a session with them. None charge any less than $200.- USD per hour. What cancer patient can afford that if they are on a disability? That $200.- per session weekly fee may very well be a contributing factor to the “starvation conflict” that gave them a liver cancer. But then that’s not the issue here, the issue is that the general public is being duped into believing that these people can heal them.

As you can imagine, I’m not finished yet. Part II will be published soon.

Capitalizing on a Tragedy Part II – Truth is stranger than fiction

October 29th 2022

In my last blog I spoke primarily about the personal agendas of the “players” in the forefront of the GNM and that they would stop at nothing to get ahead. They really don’t care about preserving Dr. Hamer’s work in its original state. It’s about their own agendas and visibility.

Personally I have kept a low profile in order to do my work. The more visible I am the busier my practice becomes and then I cannot manage it. I’ve never had to advertise because my patients are happy and refer others to me. As it is I am booked 6 weeks ahead of time and work until 9 PM weeknights. Sometimes it gets to the point where I have to close the door and not take on new patients for a while just to make sure I am there for the others. 
I refuse to prostitute myself for the sake of some attention but it looks to me like this has been the case all along with the others in the GNM world. I have no idea why these kinds of people are attracted to the GNM, perhaps they need to direct attention to themselves in order to solve something.

I have avoided interacting with these characters because my intuition prevented me from engaging. If something was “off” I stepped back. For example some months ago I got an e-mail from someone that claimed he wanted to put me in the limelight. I ignored it because I know it’s really not about me or the GNM it’s about them and they want something from me. So I step back. However this guy was persistent and he kept e-mailing me. Finally I replied and said thank you, but no thank you I have a very good marketing manager that knows the GNM and what I am comfortable with. He backed off.

As it turns out he surfaced recently as “Michael the gut guy” who has started to do podcasts on the GNM. Unfortunately he is at the same mercy as the others and is unable to get the right information from the internet to be able to truly grasp the intricacies of Dr. Hamer’s work. He joined my Facebook group and we had to boot him off because he used my group to create visibility for himself. 

The big problem was that he spoke about GNM but really didn’t have a clue and I only allow correct information to be posted. He has many followers because he appeals to a large audience that has a very common issue. The danger in that is that he doesn’t really understand the GNM and was saying things that were complete nonsense. I suggested that he begin by taking the “GNM for Everyone” courses through my institute web site to get some solid information.

In a podcast he tried to explain the phenomenon of constellations which is highly complex and if you don’t know what you’re doing can work against the patient rather than aiding them to recover. Constellations are what cause schizophrenias and mental disorders. In this particular podcast he said that when the relay to the rectum tissue is active with conflict, it affects your hormones. This is because what he sussed out on the internet is wrong. I get that a newbie won’t understand but to attempt to go out into the public and spew out this nonsense with no solid foundation, to me is unconscionable. Where he got this information I don’t know, either way it is incorrect.

The big problem is that his source of information is exactly the same source of information that Andi Locke Mears, Melissa Sell, Nellie Barnett and many others in the GNM Community have used which is Caroline Markolin’s web site. It is full of errors and stuff that is not from Dr. Hamer.

Her lack of understanding the intricacies of Dr. Hamer’s work is shocking for someone that at one time professed herself to be “the most knowledgeable on the GNM next to Dr. Hamer”. This went on the record. People are PURPOSELY led to believe she is a credible source of information.

There is some history here as well that no one knows about Caroline Markolin. This goes back right to the beginning of when she launched her original “German New Medicine” web site around 2004 not long after she took the week long course with Dr. Hamer when I received a “certificate of attendance” from Dr. Hamer with Caroline Markolin’s name on it.

Of course I contacted Dr. Hamer immediately and asked why it was sent to me and he said “I wanted to make sure that you knew about this, she begged it from us. We don’t issue certificates of attendance normally”. Shortly thereafter Markolin used it on her web site claiming that she was the only one that had this in Canada because Dr. Hamer entrusted her with passing on the information again misleading the public.

When I mentioned this to Dr. Hamer he immediately said “I’ll be happy to send one to you” but I declined. It seems ridiculous to me especially if it’s meaningless.

Then there are those that took my courses and began to do their own thing. Let’s take Danny Carroll for example who took my “Intermediate” courses a few years ago and as it turns out he’s a bit of a character as anyone would attest if they have met him. He ran with the GNM. He offered to sponsor the translation of Dr. Hamer’s book on breast cancer which I thought was fantastic. I put him in touch with Dr. Hamer’s widow, Bona to make it official. After a few weeks the translations began to come in, and my, oh my, it sounded like the person that took the job on just put it through an online translator. It was shocking.

Needless to say that project didn’t work out so he started another project with a different translator. Although his translations were somewhat improved, but still with many errors in interpretation of what Dr. Hamer said, the translator took it upon himself to rename it to GHK! So you think this is an “inside job” yet?

Of course this didn’t fly with Bona or myself never mind the serious misinterpretation of some crucial facts in the book. It demonstrated that their loyalties lay somewhere else and that unless every word was proofread the translation could not be trusted.

This second translator was Andrew Schlademan who also translated Bjorn Eybl’s version of Dr. Hamer’s Scientific Chart. It is clearly a “rip off”. This rip off has since become the GHK bible!
I think I should give you some very important context here to understand what preceded this.

Some years prior to Dr. Hamer’s death Eybl took courses with Helmut Pilhar and then went out to publish his own version of Dr. Hamer’s chart which included what Dr. Hamer described as “kitchen remedies mixed with his own embellishments”. It was blatant theft of Dr. Hamer’s intellectual property. Hamer took him to court because these were very clearly copyright infringements and a plagiarism of his work. The unbelievable part of this was that the court ruled against Dr. Hamer!

Not long after that Eybl made his newly translated English version of Dr. Hamer’s chart available for FREE. The GHK community gobbled it up and it has become their “bible”. This is their primary source of reference. What is interesting about Eybl’s book is that he was able to advertise it in mainstream magazines, whereas Dr. Hamer’s publications were disallowed. What does that tell us? It tells us that slowly Dr Hamer’s work is becoming distorted and it is the distorted version that is being supported by the mainstream. With the help of the GHK group the true GNM stands to disappear altogether in it’s original form.

But wait it gets even more shocking and this is the most important thing to know that has not been disclosed by the GHK group.

Some months before Dr. Hamer’s death Helmut Pilhar suggested to Dr. Hamer that he “bury the hatchet” with Eybl because HE thought Eybl had something to offer! What he meant by that I will never know but that caused a massive rift in their relationship which was never mended. Helmut in Dr. Hamer’s eyes had now betrayed him.

How is it possible that Helmut now agreed with and tried to get Dr. Hamer to support a distorted version of his own work?

This is on the record by the way because Helmut in his first vlog just after he left Austria to live in Paraguay, admitted to all of this and believed that his actions were responsible for Dr. Hamer’s stroke a few weeks after their falling out in 2017. Needless to say Helmut’s reputation took a nosedive in Europe after Dr. Hamer’s passing and he had to find new ground. Bona refused any more dealings with him.

Andi Locke Mears marketed Pilhar shamelessly as “Dr. Hamer’s successor” without disclosing any of this in an attempt to gain a stronghold in the English GNM community simply because Pilhar taught the GNM in Europe years ago under the roof of the “University of Sandefjord” which lasted only a very short time. When I mentioned this to Bona, she scoffed. 

Pilhar at the same time began to blacken my name in the German community. He knew I was close to Dr. Hamer for 18 years, however our paths only crossed in early 2001 when I was working on the translation of the “Summary of the New Medicine”. So what was his agenda?

Around the same time, John Holledauer targeted me in order to get a stronghold in the English speaking community. Surprisingly he’s collaborating with the least knowledgeable of that GHK Global bunch, Melissa Sell but no longer calls it GHK. They have gone back to “German New Medicine” and have discarded “Germanic”. Others belonging to the GHK community have done the same. We have a massive mutiny!

I didn’t think it could get any worse, but here goes…both the Pilhar Academy and the Academy Germanische Heilkunde run by John Holledauer and his new “partner in crime” Melissa Sell are now offering “financial incentives” to anyone bringing in new students.
Andi Lock Mears seems to be using a pyramid scheme to bring people into the GHK courses! It’s so convoluted I can’t make sense of it, and I’m good at math.

What is interesting is that Pilhar’s widow Erika and Giovanna Conti who goes wherever the wind blows, are also now collaborating with Mears’ GHK group. I truly feel sorry for Erika because since this fallout with Dr. Hamer, her husband’s actions have lead to life changing decisions that ultimately not only lead to the demise of his status in the GNM world but also to his death.

I’m sure by associating with Andi Locke Mears she is only trying to salvage what she can of Helmut’s memory. However the big problem is that she is now forced to associate herself with people that have their own agenda, and have never done the work to elevate their GNM knowledge, never mind use any kind of filtering system before they give their answers to people that ask them questions.

It’s shocking how disrespectful they are to the meticulousness of Dr. Hamer’s work. 

In my next blog I will present “evidence” of how poorly Dr. Hamer’s work is presented in the “GHK” world.

Capitalizing on a Tragedy – Part III

November 3rd 2022

Hello everyone,

Part III of this blog series was written and researched by one of my students who is currently in the “Certified Clinician” program at the institute. My student has done a lot of research on what is out there and what both Andi Locke Mears and Melissa Sell have said on the record. This information is available to the general public.

It demonstrates the difference between someone who through the correct information is able to discern between Dr. Hamer’s real work and the “fluff” for lack of a better word, that they try to pass off as the GNM. I hope you are sitting in a comfortable chair because this is a long one. The evidence speaks for itself and as you can well imagine when you review the information that this is only the tip of the iceberg. There is much more than could have been included in this blog.

After all the evidence was revealed to me I realized that Helmut Pilhar had the wool pulled over his eyes not only by his own translating team but also by this GHK group. It is clear to me that because he did not speak English he was easily duped and unable to discern whether the people he was mixed up with were genuine or wanted something from him. In his desperation to redeem himself and start a new life after what happened in Europe, he became the victim of opportunists that wanted a “free ride on his coattails”.

Some that are reading this may not like what I have written, but had Andi Locke Mears not “cast the first stone” none of this would have come to light.

For obvious reasons my student wishes to remain anonymous.

The Evidence

Part I of this blog series was initiated because Andi Locke Mears publicly accused Ilsedora Laker, the leading expert of the Dr. Hamer’s work in the English speaking world of “blending modalities” in her teaching. She has also made several statements that the “GHK – Germanic Healing Knowledge” group and in turn the Pilhar Academy offer unadulterated work of Dr. Hamer and that the public should practice discernment. In her “public statement” it seems to me like she’s promoting the globalization agenda and said that Pilhar Academy is connected to a “global push to standardize the curriculum in many languages”.

One has to wonder what the “real agenda” of the Pilhar Academy is. Especially since English courses for the general public are also available through Dr. Hamer’s publishing house the “Amici Di Dirk” which Helmut Pilhar was no longer a part of at the time of Dr. Hamer’s death. Those courses have never even been mentioned or acknowledged by the GHK group. This screams controlled opposition!

Andi Locke Mears’ lies are a deliberate attempt to destroy Ilsedora’s reputation as well as the “GNM Institute for Education and Research” and therefore the reputation of her students and proteges! That is why I am writing the blog. It affects me as well.
Before you say that I don’t know what I’m talking about, I have completed a number of so called “GNM and GHK” courses, workshops, summits, seminars with “other camps” since I began my journey in the GNM a few years ago in search of information especially on how to use it, but it wasn’t until I completed Ilsedora’s courses that I began to see the difference.

I was able to figure things out finally and had a REAL and SUBSTANTIAL improvement in my health and the health of my family and people in my community.
I mean, I can stop a neck pain in its track but even my 8-year-old cousin can do this now. Andi Locke Mears said publicly that she uses a method called “blocking” which helped her get rid of neck pain in week.

During Ilsedora’s courses, I have successfully and diligently lifted chronic depression, helped my clients, family and friends with monthly menstrual migraines,  and menstrual cramps, to name a few. I was only able to do this after completing Ilsedora’s Intermediate courses the GNM for Health Care Professionals so you can imagine what she has achieved during her one to one sessions with 30 years of clinical practice and when she sends you the bill, you will not suffer a “starvation conflict”, I promise you.

Ego and greed have infiltrated the world of the GNM.

For me it has been an arduous and mammoth task to unlearn almost everything that I have previously been taught about GNM and to re-learn under the guidance of Ilsedora, but it’s definitely worth it.
So, let’s now explore some of the misinformation and dare I say adulterated information of Dr. Hamer’s work from some of the GHK group. One of whom is on the “Leadership team” of the Pilhar Academy. If she has no problem presenting this incorrect information in public videos, of course, she will have no problem teaching the same to her students.

I do wonder, after their students and clients find out that they have been fed with the wrong information and that is not from Dr. Hamer and the original source, if they would ask for a refund?
After prospective students and clients learn about all the incorrect information I am about to present, will they re-think where to invest their money so they can nip the potential adrenal fatigue in the bud when they finally realize they have set off in the wrong direction or “bet on the wrong horse”?

Everything I have compiled here is on the record, and these video links literally speak volumes about the lack of respect for Dr. Hamer’s research which was empirical and the harmful information that the GHK communities are spreading.
Andi Locke Mears, besides being completely wrong in many areas while trying to convey the kind of conflict that is responsible for different conditions, also tries to give explanations on how some diseases behave that are astonishingly incorrect.
Yet, she claims to “teach” the GNM and is giving out practitioner diplomas to people that have placed their trust in her and paid her for correct information, not for guesswork. Andi is shamelessly seen in the public domain saying that the Pilhar Academy teaches unadulterated work of Dr. Hamer and yet she promotes Björn Eybl’s distorted work.

I often wonder if Andi has actually used the Scientific Chart, she hangs behind her in her videos. The same goes for Melissa Sell who regurgitates it in her online videos but still doesn’t seem to really understand it.

Experts indeed!

In this interview with Danny Carroll:

At 4:00 mins:
Andi admits that her first lesson in the GNM was in 2009 and right after her first 5 day “training” she “BARELY understood the GNM” but on the Tuesday after the “training” she pulled out the book and started using the GNM with her clients.
If now in 2022, she is still making so many mistakes, I can only imagine the number of mistakes she has made since 2009. Those poor clients. Andi is on the Pilhar Academy Leadership team and founded GHK Global.

At 6:00 mins:
3 years later after her 5 day training she started to consult as a GNM practitioner online full-time and she started to do online conferences.

At 8:00 mins:
4 years ago, 2018, Andi was feeling “isolated” and she set up GHK global.

(i.e. she waited for Dr. Hamer to pass – I wonder why she did not set up GHK Global when he was still alive. Because Dr. Hamer would not have allowed it.)

From 23:30 mins:
Andi attempts to have a go at what constellations are.
She tries to explain dementia, anxiety, and autism.

Constellations are highly complex and take a great deal of expertise to unravel and make sense of them. She is now writing a book on them!
I won’t labor into all the mistakes in this particular segment; however, she says that as a right-handed female her first conflict will land on the left side and second conflict lands on the right hemisphere. One can only assume she is referring to the cortical relays. However, she is then asked to give an example of these types of constellations, and she gives an example of dementia referring to the Kidney Collecting Tubules relays which is completely independent of laterality, meaning left of right handedness as the Kidney Collecting Tubules have nothing to do with a reaction in the cerebral cortex. 

That is already incorrect information on Dr. Hamer’s work. Actually, on second thought, I don’t even think this is actually GNM. It sounds more like “blended modalities”. If this is what Andi will be teaching at the Pilhar Academy, prospective students, beware!
What confuses me is that Andi introduced the interview by showing Danny Carroll the Scientific Chart that she said she bought in 2009. If she is not getting her information to present in the interview from the Scientific Chart, where is she getting it from? We can read about constellations on page 10 and page 95 of the Scientific Chart.

From another video:
Andi tries to have a go at IBS, the conflict she says is “indigestible morsel which can be something that is difficult to accept like an event, an idea, a news, a situation, that is difficult to digest in the colon and the conflict is ugly such as as nasty divorce, or being betrayed.

Where in Dr. Hamer’s work has Andi learnt that IBS is specific to the colon? I won’t labor on all the incorrect information here but here is a hint for our reader, a morsel is something that we need for our survival. So, she advises that the resolution is “laughter yoga because the human body doesn’t recognize the difference between real laughter and fake laughter”. “Hahaha! Which is kinda cool!”, she continued. 

Talk about blending modalities! 

Now we know what the students will be learning.

In this interview with Dr. Andrew Kaufman:
From 17:00 minutes: Andrew asks Andi what the difference between a benign and malignant cancer is.

Warning readers and viewers: Hearing conflict alert!

Andi gives the example of lung cancer.
She says if biopsy is taken when the growth is in the conflict active phase it would be diagnosed as benign and if biopsy is taken in the healing phase it would be diagnosed as malignant.

Completely wrong and harmful information. This is out in the public domain.

For example a lung tumour, not a bronchial tumour, grows in the conflict active phase and will be diagnosed as a “malignant” adenocarcinoma during that time. A bronchial tumour only grows when the conflict is resolved and it is only then that it will be diagnosed as malignant. She’s not differentiating between the two kinds of lung cancer and has it all wrong to boot!
And Andi has the audacity to publicly state that what Pilhar Academy teaches is unadulterated!

Andrew asks what about when people die of malignant growths:

She says the body can only take so much, if there are many programs running in vital organs, they will not make it.

Completely wrong!
Where and when did Dr. Hamer say this?

If Dr. Kaufman was perhaps on the fence of coming over to the GNM, after this interview, there is no hope that this is going to happen. His facial expression in this interview says it all.
From this one Melissa Sell and Andi Locke Mears are talking about brain tumours:
From 11:50 minutes:

Andi and Melissa compare the grading of brain tumours from a “GNM perspective”, apparently.

Grade 1 they say is a small conflict shock (e.g., common cold)
Grade 4 they claim is from an intense DHS (e.g., loss of a job.)

Completely wrong!
I think Melissa and Andi should take Ilsedora’s Intermediate Diploma course before they continue spreading misinformation. How is this NOT adulterated Dr. Hamer’s work? Are Andi and Melissa trying to erase Dr. Hamer’s work with their misinformation?

From this video:

From 3:00 mins:
Andi is again caught saying that she bought the GNM book in 2009, but it made ZERO sense to her after reading it. So, she went to Canada and spent 4 days of training (not with Ilsedora) and after 30 minutes into her first day of “training” everything made sense. However, she contradicts herself and continues by saying that she went back home on Monday night and started practicing GNM on Tuesday morning BARELY understanding it. From there she then decided to focus on teaching the GNM in 2018 where she took a year off to develop her courses.

I can only imagine the content and the quality of those courses which will translate into the Pilhar Academy.

From 13 mins:
Andi is attempting to give an example of how a biological program runs. So she gives an example of someone losing their job. She says:

“You lost your job, and you are the bread winner of your family, and you are worried about how to provide for your family. And it might take you two months to find a new job. In those two months, you are growing cells, losing cells or losing a function somewhere in your body”…. she then concludes to say that:
if there was a loss of function loss, say your hearing was affected, in the healing phase you will regain it.”

Again, completely wrong. She has it backwards. During the conflict active phase of a “I can’t believe I heard this” kind of conflict, there is NO hearing loss. Hearing loss can only happen after many relapses back and forth into the same conflict and only after it resolves. Is this the type of information the students will be learning?

From 17:32:
Andi says that in PCL Phase B- glial cells heal the affected area and if a CT scan is done this is what is called a brain tumour.
She says: “Everyone has a brain tumour at the end of a common cold, and it is all good!”

This is so wrong you cannot imagine. Brain tumours will only develop after a healing phase of a conflict that is very old, or possibly if it was extremely intense for a period of time after several relapses. Then we also have to understand the mechanism in different parts of the brain that can prevent this from happening. A brain tumour after sinus infection indeed!

From this video:

From 12:29 mins:
Andi introduces a new modality into her GNM video called Blocking!
Andi explains that she couldn’t get rid of neck pain.
She says: “I am working out where I am feeling intellectually devalued and I do the whole GNM thing and then you showed me the blocking. I started blocking and within a week the pain is only a whisper of what it used to be”.

Mind you, Andi has publicly accused Ilsedora of “blending modalities”. Since when does any kind of “blocking” alleviate pain. The fact that it took a week indicates that it ran its course anyway.

In this video:

Mike, heal your gut guy makes a bold statement “5 Tips to heal hypothyroidism and Hashimoto’s 100% naturally” by addressing the root cause. The conflict he says is: “Not being fast enough to catch or eliminate a morsel”.

Completely wrong! If Mike has this wrong then his 5 tips won’t be of any use. If he had the right information he would know that hypothyroidism has nothing to do with the morsel It is not controlled by the pons of the brainstem, It is controlled by the cerebrum and has to do with “no control in a dangerous situation”.

And this is only one video of Mike’s repertoire of nonsense on YouTube. 
He’s pretty much got almost everything wrong in the rest of his videos.
In one of them his indigestible morsel conflict was because he could not “digest women” he says. 
And in another one, he said that morphine is ‘extremely vagatonic’. He said it with so much confidence and conviction! Come on, now! This is GNM 101.


From this video:
From 19:20 minutes:
Melissa talks about lighter self-devaluation where she says the cervical nodes respond.
She has also been seen in public advising her audience that lymphoma of the neck is because of intellectual self-devaluation.

Again, we know this is completely wrong and harmful. The cervical nodes in the neck are controlled by the cerebrum and have nothing to do with self – devaluation. They actually share the same conflict with hypothyroidism. The tissue is not mesodermal, this tissue is ectodermal which has nothing to do with self – devaluation.

What is even more interesting is that Melissa Sell has a Resolve Course that she sells.

On her public forums when a member of the general public would ask a question, she would give a brief synopsis as to what the conflict “might be” and she shares her quick link to her Resolve course.
This is highly irresponsible! Melissa makes no effort to engage in further conversations with the individual to even understand the nature of the conflict. Remember, some conflicts, especially old conflicts should never be resolved. These individuals are new to the GNM, and they have no idea what conflicts should and should not be resolved.
Remember, “First, do not harm”?

Very sad indeed.

Andi Locke Mears was recently asked publicly by a potential student:

I’m not clear on if an educator is to educate other people GHK that would then educate others or is the educator for practitioners to assist others in their healing process?

Andi replied with:

The “therapy” is in the knowledge and for the client to understand this, they need to be guided by an experienced educator who knows what questions to ask so they have clarity on how to move forward. This wisdom is inside every person….it simply needs to be discovered and brought forward. An experienced GHK Educational Consultant can do this!

You heard right. After this particular course, you will become a GHK Educational Consultant.
Do you educate or do you consult? If you end up with bouts of haemorrhoids, hint! Block Therapy and Laughter Yoga will not help the haemorrhoids!

So, what exactly will the students be learning at the Pilhar Academy if the therapy is in the knowledge? Why not just complete Pilhar’s free courses?

At the GNM Institute the students are learning Dr. Hamer’s GNM. Remember Ilsedora worked with him for 2 decades and Ilsedora has 30 years of clinical experience in practicing the GNM. At the Institute you will learn how to APPLY the GNM with precision.

Anyone who tries to apply the GNM without learning its application as Dr. Hamer taught and practiced clinically will fail to achieve any success. So, why would anyone want to learn GHK through the Pilhar Academy so that they can then teach GHK, if Pilhar Academy is already teaching? Imagine a world full of GHK “educators” teaching GHK with no clue in how to apply it.

On the same note, someone asked Andi publicly if CT analysis will be taught at the Pilhar Academy, she said that it might be added as an additional course. If the students of the Pilhar Academy are learning GHK to teach GHK, why do they need to learn CT? Is Andi simply trying to compete with the GNM Institute and to erase Dr. Hamer’s GNM?

I hope the public can see through it. Thank you for reading.